bitty, bitty, sub-committee. 041009

Today I scheduled the process for my surgical procedure. I will be having a mammary reduction. It will require some dependence on my beloved friends/Family. I am excited. I am nervous. I am scared. I am hype. I am proud. A longer list of emotions, constantly in flux exist inside my head. But life is about change and all that comes with it. Letting go of what had been before is part of moving forward. Its kinda like the monkey bars at the play ground. You cant keep every rung you touch or you'll never move forward. You kinda gotta be willing to hang out there by one arm in order to move to the next step. And you never know. The moment you let go of one rung, it might be too much for one are to handle, but, then what's the fun without the risk? The surgery will be June 12. ( Dad I hope you are reading! ;-) I should be at the hospital by 6:00 am. I know that my friends are the best friends in the whole world. (those visible and invisible) So I can't wait to see all yall at the big reveal...nah, just kidding. But I do look forward to the support.