You want fame? Well fame Cost and right here is where you start paying!... (031609)

You want FAME? Well fame Cost! And right here is where you start paying!....

Nern,nern,nern,…nern,nern, ….nern, …nern, …nern,nern…! (theme music)



Transitions are often the most challenge filled moments in our lives. They are rought with anxiety, fear, guilt and pain. (or if you want to call it, anticipation, excitement, abundance and pleasure, it’s a matter of labeling) These are the times when we give birth to some of our most profound understandings and establish the depth of our commitment to our own future and creation process.



Tonight, I sat with my phone. Oh, don’t act like you don’t know what I mean. I sat with my phone in my hand like an officer in the dark who’s seen too much crime. Each turn of that roller ball was like the spin of the tumbler in a revolver. The moment I’m referring to is when you sit with boredom weighing heavy on your shoulders and a desire for some entertainment. Your scroll down the list of numbers and names and review the various qualities and expectations you have for each name….you say, nah can’t call him (substitute her where needed) he still made at me,…. Not him….. he’s gonna want sex,…. Not him…. He aint never got no money…. Un un not him either cause I’M gonna want sex,…. Hell naw, …. He still got a girl friend! And then theres “That Ni@#a!” Where there is no explaination needed as to why you should NOT call him. But you want to.



You’re in transition and the time in between lives is unfamiliar and you want familiar. So the dichotomy sends two representatives for each point of view. The angel on the left and the devil on the right!... And you talk to your self. You go through all the good stuff “That Ni#4a!” brings to the table. Now don’t get me wrong, you could go through this process for numerous candidates. Some proceed a lot faster than others. But there is the one that you keep going back to tryna convince the angel on the left that its really ok. You can handle it. You aren’t gonna loose focus, your panties, or our mind. You are on the brink! [remember, some of this conflict is the result of a lack of insight into how to create reality and the level of mastery in relation to the opposite sex] The future is a glimmer in your spirit,… he is a flame from your past. What do you do? What do you do? You pick up your laptop and write! Goddamn it! No, just kidding,.. but seriously folks… The old and the new can not occupy the same space. If you (since I) have decided that you want a certain experience, commit to it. DON’T LOOK BACK or you will turn to a pillar of salt (Sodame and Gommorah), or stone (medusa) or ash (nuclear blast)! What ever you choose to motivate yourself. But know that what you really want is there for you. Ok, Ok, Ok, you might be saying. You’ve heard it from all your friends and maybe some strangers.



Let,s consider this…..



The last time you “called before you came, you didn’t just stop over out the bluuuue uuuueeUU! “ it was not what you expected or wanted. It was shallow and stale. You did not feel fabulous or beautiful. You did not feel like there was a future there for you and that’s why, that’s why you stopped calling in the first place. Now, your understanding of creation might be that you can make it into anything you want and you can. The question is do you do it by ringing the phone at 2am or do you do it by working with your internal energy and allowing your synchronicity with the universe to bring to you all that you desire.



Keep moving forward.



Some of yall don’t ever, ever, ever have to delete people from your phone. I don’t mean, cause that person is evil and you mad. But just like alcoholics remove the liquor from the house and dieters remove the snack cakes you dump the number to help yourself practice self control. Don’t stop with the number, I know about retrieving the number from old text messages too. …lol. Oh, yeah, I know all about that, alternative methods of contact. Clear it out! All of it. Make space for the flow of love to enter. Some of them will pout and be angry that you don’t call but be unwilling to exhibit the qualities that you require to establish a healthy relationship. That’s ok. You can still see them and be engaging but not to the detriment of YOUR dream. Just like Debbie Allen said you want transformation well transformation cost. You must let go of the pain, let go of the thing that is in honor of what you are creating in the now.



I am clearly in transition and I am excited about the flow of love in my life, the flow of money in my life, the flow if information in my life, the flow of health in my life and all the things I want. After all I do what I love and I get what I want. (and you can too!)



“Get in tune with your star f*&%ing Player! How is YOU doing today?”

And get you some friends who will block the bullsh#4t off ya ass. (also advice from Katt Williams)



You can do it.



If you are reading this article then thank you cause you have helped me to maintain my commitment to my creation. If It were not for you I would have dialed that number, made that drive and done that deed that would have taken me in the opposite direction of what I choose for my life. But no, nope uhn un I didn’t I thought of all the other friends I have who have sat with that phone and made it through (or didn’t) and I was encouraged to share. Thank you for being there. But if you made the call any way and it was great… then I wasn’t talking to you anyway…lol.



I love YOU. Quite simply, i love YOU!

remember, remember,remember......dogoo do dogoo do dogoo do crash FAME!