Oh, W.T.F.! 051909

So I've decided to truly be a mindful manifestor and see what I want into being. I've been seeing this relationship. But where is it? WTF. right now I feel like ranting and just getting it out of my system. I'm not sure where my blockage was. I kept meeting beautiful, wonderful men but somehow they were in relationships. And that was apparently in perfect alignment with my frequency but I now want to choose something else. so here is what I choose.

I really enjoy someone who understands my need to talk and really connect intellectually. I enjoy doing activities typical ones and unusual ones. Like hiking or going to dissect jelly fish...lol. I once went on a date with a man and he let me drive his boat down the Potomac river. I enjoyed that greatly. I love to dance and enjoy my friends who can dance very much. Salsa, reggae, hand dance! you name it I would like to do it. I like to cook for people who enjoy eating. I enjoy knowing that who I'm with is happy. I enjoy the intensity of a metaphysical connection. I can sense that he is someone that I've worked with before in other physical existences. I know that we will recognize each other. I am in divine alignment to receive his attentions and to give him mine. I am enjoying the process of moving closer to his physical presence. I am enjoying our connection. I am receiving this connection on a deeper level and welcome its manifestation into my physical reality. I raise and reset my vibrational frequency to match that which I have created in my vibrational escrow. I am accessing it at will and it flows freely and abundantly. I employ the energies of the universe and all the resources of source to flow through my being. I release any resistance I had to companionship. I state again that I am supremely happy and abundant. I am allowing the connection, I am allowing the connection, I am allowing the connection. I am appreciating the connection. I am appreciated. Source has provided. I am enjoying this relationship. I am enjoying the way he compliments me (In both ways. He notices my best attributes and says so. His best attributes are a support for me.) I am enjoying our spiritual practice and how we work together as a team. I am over joyed at our sensual compatibility and how spiritual our union is. It is such a joy to have physical and financial support for myself and family. I appreciate the way he shows leadership in the household. My children love him and they get along so well. I am so happy that I am receiving this and all the abundance that follows me. This is good. It feels good. It is good. This was the perfect timing.

I have conciously chosen these words to focus my attention upon. I am focused on all that is good and perfect. This is my manifestation. This is my creation. This is my will. Of course there are many things that I am creating now, this is only one of them. But, this is important to me and I have chosen to energize my creation. I have always done what I love, and I have always gotten what I wanted. I always do what I love and get what I want because the whole universe, the world and everyone in it conspires to make me happy and to make my life easy and simple. All things are mine to enjoy as I see fit. I accept/create this reality in joy. In JOY! EnJOY!

I am transformed by the power of my creation.