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In the creative process now. My energy is everywhere. Chasing its tail. Howling at the moon.
Staying focused though my physical body is ranting about other things. My will is the fulcrum and all experience balances atop of it. I transmute this energy into something else. Into my financial freedom, into supportive mate, into life vibrant. These are the moments that future is made of. When mind benders practice the craft. Then time travelers perform their tasks. Only in these pregnant moments full of possibility are we able to truly demonstrate mastery over the self. I am aware of the physical sensation behind my eyes that says there should be tears. I hold it but not hold on to it. I can sense the fear in my shoulders but do not hold on to it. These things are like waves they break over me yet do not wash me out to sea. I am facing my self. I am powerful enough that I can see through this illusion. I know that the sensation of anxiety is the same as that for excitement. The names have been changed to reflect the judgment I place on the circumstances. But now that I think about it. All the things that I judged were handled quite easily. The truth is that I have all the money I need, I am healthy, I am physically in good shape, I have lots of friends and family who love me there really is no need to feel gloomy. Somewhere in my psyche, there is this program that says, after a lot of really good things there has to be bad and its just not true. I don't need to punish myself for getting a car, a house, and a great body. I embrace those things and my ability to get everything that I want out of life. All of it! Every single thing I want! I can have. With that said, I would offer that it is true for everyone. Its just a matter of commitment to that idea. When life says, "are you sure?" do you say no or do you say of course? Cause when life gets good, the universe follows your direction. Your deepest thoughts come to the surface. I believe it can just keep on getting better, and better, and better. There is always better, ask Oprah, and Donald, and the hundreds of others who have learned to ride the waves of prosperity. I am joining that billion dollar surf club. The great thing about it is I don't have to have all the answers right now either. I am declaring my will. The universe will do everything within its power to see that it gets done. In the mean time, I am practicing my new life style of wealth and generosity. I am living life like its golden or stolen or what ever image I conjour up (www.conjourwoman.blogspot.com) and I love it. So when you feel that sense of tension, decided what you want to create and focus that energy in that direction. Use your words to guide the energy, talk about the great present you have. Use a song or a dance you love to get you transforming and transmuting the energy. Find a picture you like and look at it and enjoy that thing in your mind. You are in charge of your energy, not the other way around. Don't be a victim of your body's nutritional deficit. Know that you are wonderful and power full and capable and that all you need do is choose.